Every gun that is made, every warship launched, every rocket fired signifies, in the final sense, a theft from those who hunger and are not fed, those who are cold and are not clothed. This world in arms is not spending money alone. It is spending the sweat of its laborers, the genius of its scientists, the hopes of its children.
- President Dwight D. Eisenhower

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Jesus Christ

I love, but I don't love enough. I care, but I don't care enough. I work, but I don't work enough. I am a failure in the eyes of my lord.

I can never be good enough for the women that inspire me. I'm not smart enough, I'm not caring enough, and I can never love enough.

And yet... God loves me. I will never understand that.

**** Edit ****

Uh... apparently I get hyper critical of myself and melancholy when I drink too much. If this happens again, it's best to just ignore it.

4 comments:

An Cailin said...

Awe, Scoot. What's wrong?

Lou Lou said...

but your drunken rablings are readable - thats more than i can say for mine at the best of times lol

Dyna Girl said...

I am with Lou Lou. And anyway, you're smarter than all the world.

Krissyface said...

Scooter, I think you are putting unrealistic expectations on yourself. I totally think you are good enough for me.